Move Forward
It’s a choice.
An unquestioned life is not worth living.
Until I looked into the eyes of death, I wasn’t questioning much about who I was and where I was going. Like so many, it took letting go of someone who was a firm foundational part of the identity that I had developed over the previous 28 years to actually see the bigger picture.
The cycle of life keeps moving forward, whether you like it or not.
And sometimes you are left with a giant gapping hole, smack dab in the middle of your existence, altering all things that follow, changing the very person you *thought* you were.
Over the last few years, each and every one of us has gone through a pretty incredible time in history. Most of us, if not all, have been challenged to find a sense of safety within ourselves as the outside world goes through its own growing pains of adaptation.
The process of turning inward is not an easy one. It is a constant back and forth between discovering the parts of yourself that are uniquely you, the gifts you are here to share, along with the parts that you have avoided looking at, that you were led to believe were wrong as you tried to fit in and find a sense of belonging.
It is the excitement for resonating truths and the realization that change comes with taking action that feels uncomfortable.
There is no course list or grade requirements, no boxes to check off. Rather it is the unfolding of Self Awareness, the recognition of your own energetic imprint, the essence that is you that is brought everywhere you are and is left when you are gone.
When asked why I have made a shift towards Self-Exploration a few months ago, I first explained how I no longer wanted to be someone’s fitness accountability and how my favourite part of working with clients is intensely learning about them, reflecting back their brilliance, and supporting them in making meaningful change towards their vision.
Though this perspective is true, there is so much more below the surface.
If I look deeper, I can see that after losing my dad I realized that life is too short to be putting my energy towards something that I’m good at but not excited about. To be living my life based on the conditions that were set out for me, that I was repeatedly choosing unconsciously, without questioning WHY I was making these choices.
These decisions and stories have kept me safe and comfortable for long enough and it is not a life I want to live anymore.
The thing is, after going within and exploring my own energy, my hopes and desires for myself and this world, I can no longer be contained by what is logical and sensible, basing my future on past experiences alone.
It is a time of calling in:
• To the ones who want more from their life than the struggle, stress, and pressure to conform;
• To the ones who want to make the world a better place and feel fulfilled and overflowing;
• To the ones who are sick of their own shit and ready to deep dive into their inner world to uncover the beauty that is already there;
• To the ones who know they are here for big things and open to the possibilities in order to bring their vision to life.
I am my father’s daughter after all and if there’s anything I learned from him is that we are better together, full of joy, and doing what we love.
If you are a creative change maker, leader, or entrepreneur, I would love to support you and your future vision :)